whispersinthewaves:

hi

[I was really sad, and then this popped up on my dash, I got happy because there’s those people who’s smile can just brighten your whole day, You’ve got that smile. So thank you <3. Sincerely, Cassi.]

The Butterfly Project. :)

chlokoh:

this is my friend marie. she has an eating disorder and depression. last week she tried to kill herself. reblog if you think she’s beautiful, this will be screen shot and shown to her <3 

ilovenatalie:

I wish every sickness didn’t exist

I wish we were immortal. So everyone could live to love forever.

Tear in two, she lies awake
The moon lights up the room like day
Another night she spends alone
Without his touch of skin so cold

The blood is running through her veins
With every beat, there’s no escape
Lost in everything she trusts
Still can’t seem to get enough

Even though the world she loves
It won’t ever be the way it was
And his heart of stone left hers breaking

Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Nothing left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free

Memories, they take her back
Every moment fades to black
Every kiss and every taste
She wishes time would ease the pain

Even though the world she loves
It won’t ever be the way it was
And her heart is weak, her hands are shaking

Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Nothing left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free

And every night she cries

I don’t know if I’ll ever make this right
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness
I’m so scared of this
I don’t know if I’ll ever make this right
Cause I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness
I’m so scared of this

Even though the world she loves
It won’t ever be the way it was
And his heart of stone left hers breaking
Every night she cries
And dies a little more each time
Say you love me
Now she left inside
Say you love me
And the silence will set her free
Every night she cries
Every night she cries
And The silence will set her free

A.K.A The song of my life right now. 

I HATE YOU WHORE

Love is pointless unless you find the right person.

I’ve heard people say love is beautifull so far is seems like hell.

Its like everytime I see or hear you it hurts worse.

Have you ever had someone tell you that fate will bring you and your love together?

I have several times I get my hopes up then realize it might never happen and I die a little more inside.

I pretend to be fine but inside i’m broken and dull.

My heart is just another broken heart that might not be fixed.

So i’ll just keep pretending.

By the way guys, anyone who comes across these, these are some of my poems. I deal with a lot of issues. I love poetry. Yes I did write these.

Because some guys believe that a girl will always wait no matter what, as if they’re just so amazing that they should just be adored.

Is she worth waiting for?

If she says no will you wait?

Or will you go for someone else and leave her breaking.

What if she says yes will you actually love her?

Or will you lie and say you do one say and the next say you never did.

Shes breaking dying she wants to end it end it all.

You hurt her you think your doing the right thing but your not.

Do you realize how much you’ve hurt her or do you not care?

You always said you didn’t want to miss a thing,your missing it all.

Your missing her scarce smiles and laughs.

Broken hearts and old memories are what you left her with.

You’ve got the laughs and kisses while all she has is missing you.

Staring at the knife half of her screams ‘just do it’ the other says ‘you’ll survive’.

What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger.

What if this just makes her weaker and kills her?

So will you wait or will you just leave her to break?

Is she worth waiting for?

How I view life.

Life is hell.

You try to make the best of it.

You try to do it well.

And dodge every hit.

But somethimes you fail.

And your tears fall like hail.

Pain is just another consequence to living.

Everytime you get hurt it feels like being hit by a train.

Being protected makes you feel loved.

When your trust is broken your shattered heart will never be connected.

Love is important.

When you find the right person.

Falling in love might actually happen.

The clock is ticking,your running out of time.

You can’t stay behind.

You have to move on.

Life is like a rollercoster.

Its scary but when its over your happy proud you went through it.

Being pretty will only make you snappy.

Be yourself not anyone else.

When you find true love you’ll just melt.

Dying is like being born only backwards.

It may feel like your flying it may be pain.

But at least your going away from this cruel world.

This world is harsh full of pain and misary.

You try not to go down that long dirt lane.

The one that brings back memories.

Of happieness and scenories.

Being young usally means no worries.

You were proved wrong.

You don’t want to tell your life stories.

They dig up things you worked hard to bury.

Telling how much it hurt when you fell.

Even when it wasen’t that big of a fall.

Explaining how you were hurt.

And now the pain is through you don’t want to be put there again.

Life is a game we lost.

We paid what it cost and it just killed us.

You see life has a cost you can’t get it for free.

God,he made it that way for a reason.

He wanted you to work for what you need.

It can’t just be handed to you.

You have to earn it or else you don’t feel acompleshed.

You can’t be mean or demanding.

You have to be kind or else life is going to treat you the same way.

Lies can be life a knife.

It hurts to be lied to everyone knows.

A couple hard blows and your dead.

You can’t keep playing in your head.

Your betraying your friends.

Life is going to kick you around.

Its sneeky a trick like a lollipop.

You take a lick then want more.

But they take it so you can’t have it.

Life might treat you like a whore.

With disrespect and it might bite.

But you have to suck it up or you’ll never surive.

Take it from someone who knows.

Life can be tough but you have to slap on a bandaid.

Get back up no matter how much your blood flows.

God wants you to fight and not lose.

When your time is up he might bring to heaven.

Or send you to satan.

You could be beggin.

But he’ll close the gates you need to get what you deserve.

So I adivse to be wise and don’t be taken.

Because life is hell but you have to get through it to go to god or satan.

To every person who has to keep an appearance up to please others. 

Her smile is fake.

No one knows shes broken.

Her heart was his to take and he broke it.

She doesn’t think she can keep holding on.

But she puts a smile on her face.

Its still fake.

He should pay the price.

Shes fighting for her heart.

But she keeps losing.

Does he know what he did?

And if so would he be sorry?

She cry in the dead of night.

She doesn’t think she can still fight.

The apperence she keeps up is wearing her thin.

She wonders if he thinks about her every now and then.

Her heart is broken beyond repair.

But the love for him is still there.

So she puts on the fake apperence.

She acts like theirs nothing wrong.

She still cries because deep down inside shes hollowing.

Soon she all she will be is a hollow shell.